lets forget it

2010-09-22T22:48:00.001-07:00

shifted.
http://mylifeisconfused.blogspot.com/

2010-09-03T19:26:00.000-07:00

it's alright to make mistake. Most importantly, realise and correct it. Life will be more beautiful.

2 paper down. left 1.
well, the two papers are somehow i am confidence with. HAHA!
next marketing, have to chiong quite alot.

2010-08-20T13:26:00.000-07:00

things to buy by this year!
1) stork mouthpiece
2) crumpler bag

enough to kill me!

2010-08-17T06:48:00.001-07:00

one whole list of things to do and not to do.

love kachu lots lots lots.
adam, take care.

2010-08-05T22:33:00.000-07:00

for now, i put music as my prority.
sorry if i hurt your feelings. I AM SO SORRY!
studies second. but i will not hurt your feelings again.
i will focus on studies when i want to.

2010-07-13T09:21:00.000-07:00

if i am the joycelyn that you know in secondary.
or rather back then.
PLEASE SLAP ME!.

my classmate thought i am 17 years old =)
which means i can lie about my age =))
WHICH ALSO MEANS, i look younger. haha.

2010-07-12T10:27:00.000-07:00

yeah, joycelyn made it =)
i am choosing not to write that often nowadays.
it looks quite ugly.
had a great practice today =)
did NO WORK AT ALL!! in the library. it sucks =X
but seriously, it great to talk to people who are like matured. haha.
most probably, i think i am growing older ba. =X
i'm pretty playful btw, i admit =) haha

2010-07-06T08:02:00.000-07:00

i hope i will not regret.
BUT seriously i regretted la.
MUMMY! I WANT TO TRANFER, WHY ARE YOU TORTURING ME???
i may get the aces, but end up i dunno what i am doing. which sucks.

adam, get well soon. =)

2010-06-29T23:05:00.000-07:00

the trombone that i used in secondary2.

i am not sure whether i can play well now.
i can't even control what i write and type.
not sure whether i can do it.

short post, back to marketing!

2010-06-26T08:37:00.000-07:00

today is saturday. 26th. the moon isn't full. althought it's 15th day in chinese calendar.

during dinner, dad made a mess on the table. and this is the first time i saw him cleaning up his mess in public. OMG! need to buy 4D. haha.

he called me to call my sister to come back home now.
i think he made my sister hate me sia.
dun like it. BASTARD!

2010-06-24T04:13:00.000-07:00

stupid hair color right. haiz.

went back to cvmb today. haha, so fun. for me la.
i went out to play oboe, clarinet, flute and french horn.
just realised. it's quite nice.

-_- said. it's time to let go. if you can't, focus on your studies. if really cannot, give up your studies.

is it time to give up now??

2010-06-16T08:01:00.000-07:00

had our first meeting today =) awesome. everyone was late =)

this week is too hectic. cause i am too bored, so i plan to make myself busy. as busy as before.
and i never update my blog. sorry bloggy.
i changed my phone. sorry if i never sms you. PSPS!

2010-05-31T10:45:00.000-07:00

HECTIC WEEK AHEAD! THANKS kelvin. haha. thanks for being there, infront of me.
haha, will remember to buy biscuits for you =) after this week. cause moomoo wants it too.

concert coming. am i prepared?
today had sectional. and played that laughing part. haha!
my wrist now have bruises. boney is too heavy. :(
more to come. perhaps getting a wristband for it.

2010-05-19T23:03:00.000-07:00

having business communication now.

quite free. so i can talk more about this week =)

Monday =>
POA, tutorial. and marketing, eel,fiyp lecture.
and band in the evening.
Tuesday =>
sleep in Cmaths lecture. which means, i will die in tutorial le.
no band!!
Wednesday.
poa lecture, but i doing marketing. bleh!
went ang mo kio for KFC and back to school.
IT'S A SUAI DAY! i didn't bring ez-link card. spent about 8 bucks on transportation.

2010-05-18T16:46:00.000-07:00

222th post.

JIAYOU JOYCELYN!
you can do it. study hard! and will get rewarded =)
my post will be as short as this type from now. unless i'm super ultra free.
gtg, bye

2010-05-08T04:14:00.000-07:00

woke up at 11 in the morning.
slack a little.
and went school. play wrong note again. sian.
cannot play wrong note le. CANNOT!!

rained, and went home.
still watching "up in the air"
JIAYOU!

just had dinner.KFC!
and I'M HAPPY! cause i got kinder joy =) and marshmallow with chocolate =) YEAH!!!

2010-05-05T22:08:00.001-07:00

I fucking hell don't feel like talking, it's useless.
When I say the wrong thing, I hate the feeling.
I want to be a mute..

I don't like it. Anything just SMS me. You know my number, dun call me

2010-05-05T22:08:00.000-07:00

feel super stress sia.

mon,wed,thurs,fri,sat got band practice.
got ICA projects.
own problems.

MAN! how to vent my angers? i dun beat people.
i dun eat when i'm angry.

Bought two waffle today.
ate half of it. and threw it away.
sherly eat the cheese one. and she crash lecture. -.=

Sa'adah wants me to blog about her.
she said she's bored and used chongyin's itouch and play games. LMAO!

Later got sectional. can't run away right.
rahayu will kill me sia.

2010-05-04T07:27:00.000-07:00

this is only the third week.
i feel like dying le.
for the past few days. i have been feeling super stress.
moodless

2010-04-28T18:17:00.001-07:00

A hungry man is an angry man!
I have no idea why I hate her

2010-04-28T18:17:00.000-07:00

Currently in the school, having the marketing lesson :)
although friends are new! But the way they communicate, the way they talk and the style they behave is exactly the same as my secondary school friends

No much differences -.-
I feel so . Forget it! Sometimes I just feel that I really changed a lot.

2010-04-13T08:41:00.000-07:00

monday had band practice. WOHOO! my vibrating teeth hurts. i can't play very long.
got home. and sleep =)

tuesday which is today. had a wake up sms! OPHELIA's going out.
so just go lor. rush out of house. =) just nice.
went marina to eat.
go bugis to walk.
somerest to walk too.
HOMED!

2010-04-07T10:01:00.000-07:00

Cause that are guilty!

Anyway, BI1006 rocks:)
water games later, ON ah!!!

2010-03-31T08:55:00.000-07:00

I got the facts now after two years.
The person I know so long tell tales.
If you want to know who she is, she is the one who caused me so much troubles in sec 3, all my result drop. Opportunity lost. What more do she want me to do. You don't even who the truth and you told my form teacher.

All thanks to Angela who told me that. I am so confused now. I don't know whether to continue and be friend with you.
The two sided of you.
Thank you so MUCH for breaking lots of my friendship. Causing me to lose so many friends and think badly about me. Nie nie ni ah.

What must I do now?
Even my senior asked me.
Thank you miss lim --- ---, know who she is now?

2010-03-28T09:11:00.001-07:00

mum still haven give me money for the spec. 170 bucks thanks.
if you read this, please give me the money. anyway i dun think you will see it la.
so forget it.

had awesome dinner, at east coast international seafood market.
argh bad headache la. anyway gege saw some person.
we ate alot. till i want to vomit.
rating is 4/5. nice.
but please be super hungry before eating there.
i feel very terrible after eating.
my head is spinning round and round.

i love kachu =) please stay healthy and adorable.
and slim down too =) you are too FAT!

2010-03-16T23:25:00.000-07:00

I feel miserble.
Hope I feel better when school starts

2010-03-06T06:19:00.001-08:00

1/3/10
woke up early. took train to jurong east. and walked to IMM =)
meet auntie. haha. walk walk and went to her house.
play WII! lunch was spaghetti. dinner was hokkien mee.
home late.

2/3/10
early again. went popular, with peiying, pohying and shiyun.
and saw junior, shilee =) great
went to shiyun's house to play with Leroy(wenjun)

3/310
EARLY SIA! went tampines ITE with peiying. she needs to do something.
lunch at LJS.
and went shiyun's house again, haha (=
played with Leroy. and catch up chatting session.
at night. i went Jody's house. awww. thanks!! ALOT!!
got a cute little coin purse. just nice to dump all my coins in.

4/3/10
EARLIEST!
pick shiyun at her house. drag her things down.
thanks huiqi's dad for bringing us to the airport.
we ate chicken. that one, i forgotten.
check-in, and off they go in.
Take care girls.
went home and sleep till dinner time. was so exhausted.

5/3/10
woke up late. around 11 plus? or 12.
got my enrollment package. happy.
BUT, confused. so, all my NYP friends are as confused as me. haha.

6/3/10
which is today!
erm, what i did? and i woke up, i watch television.
and dress up to go cp.
was walking and chatting along with JODY! sweat lots.
got nothing in the end, but nevermind.
got myself a salmon pizza for lunch. very full =) i like it, plus the cold coke. WOHOO! very cooling. thanks JIEJIE.
looking forward for the HECTIC NEXT WEEK!

IT FAIR, HERE I COME!!!

2010-02-27T07:53:00.000-08:00

try my best. thanks.
for these few months, at least we worked hard.
it's.
i hope you understand.
i should have given up earlier on.

we are friends =)

2010-02-23T23:28:00.000-08:00

is it my fault for not knowing that's my fault?
weird life.
so i'm still stuck at home.
i somehow missed the schooling life. haha.

i wonder what's the life without family. will i be happier?
quacky is up there. she seems happy there, hope she will be forever.

2010-02-22T00:09:00.000-08:00

not really good to sit at the centre eh.

don't really like my life.
feel like, i'm going to start on a personal life diary/story.
however, i don't know where, how, and when to start with it.

hmm, okay.
i'm starting to like tennis?
i think so. haha... but have been spraining my ankle very often.
i guess i have to get used to it? if i'm going for sports.
the metal in the ankle seems to be quite good. preventing me from getting fractured again. haha, not bad ah.
first time was supber painful. which was in genting. i fell down in the toilet, cause that man was packing my room.
yup, was dumb, i fell with my trombone. protecting the boney. and bang the ankle right down to the floor.
the feeling is like, the same when i broke my ankle. a super sharp pain that last for about two minutes?

back to tennis, that day i went to nick's house to play.
guess what, i sprained my ankle! cool?
sharp pain for one minute =) that was fast.
but the after effect isn't good.
i was walking and running unstably. the foot just went rightwards.
haiz, walking straight is abit of a problem.

JIAYOU! STUPID RIGHT ANKLE!

2010-02-17T05:25:00.000-08:00

cute little boy. haha.

this chinese new year sucks. his scolding pull down all my excitment for this new year.
irritating dad. just sucks la.
if human is like robots, then perhaps i can change a dad.

chu xi already start nagging. HOW TO ENJOY? fUCK.
damn under happy la. then eating, sit at that position can eat what. roasted duck?
then what's the meaning of steamboat?

first day of new year, shit the hell of it la.
second day of new year, shut up your ass mouth la.

third day of new year, went to play tennis. =)
ate thai express.
home. kanna nag again.
how i wish i can like scold back or something?
possible. yeah.

2010-02-08T06:47:00.000-08:00

had mcd for breakfast.
then went gugu's house to practice.
her dad fetch us to nafa.

well, i flung that stupid audition.
and please HOPE! that i will like nyp course. if not , life sucks without you.
after that call dear, my heart like sinking liao. if he goes nafa, please hope both of us get in, but can get different class la.
then drank the banana smoothie. nice =)

went bugis. yeah!
walk around and met her cousin.
and went to somerset? and have movie.
took train to marina square, actually it was shabu-shabu, but changed to thaiexpress.
ate tom yum everything. numbing my lips. haha.

made a trip down to chinatown, to get her watch battery refund.
and like, bought some egg tarts home.
two of it is gone, by me. it's not really nice lor, it looks nice only.

i went all those places, WITH TROMBONE(boney)
so tiring , haha. but got gugu to carry.
but but, i got a new gugu. haha. it sounds weird here. dorothy , wahaha.
she will be smacking me if she sees it. or rather box me.

sorry everyone, but i'm too tired and no mood to talk about anything related to nafa.
nights.
love you much, kachu.

2010-02-02T05:52:00.000-08:00

woke up my baby. he was in a shock. haha.and immediately turned around.
help mum to do things.
then out to meet oph.

board the train.
decided whether to go out of dhoby for a long time in the train, however the door was not close when we wanted to go out. haha, laugh =)
and watch the dog show. we cried.
headed to chinatown to get that duck thing. haha.

and went home.
baby is a little sick, worry for him. will sleep by his side today. love you kachu.

2010-01-20T07:07:00.000-08:00

pohying and shiyun's birthday are over =)

it's so funny de lor.
both surprises end up no surprise.
but both are quite fun =) enjoyable time.

monday, shiyun's birthday.
went around to get things done.

Tuesday. morning call from huiqi.
walk to pp with her and wander around.
go suki for lunch.
went shiyun house to play -.-
choing to get things done too, the nafa thingy.
do the letters.

Wednesday. choing to do nafa things with averyl. she pei me run all place.
first, go cvss to do the letters.
then go home to print ic.
rush to nafa to submit documents and pay up.
slowly go yamaha to look look lor.

SIAN!!!

2010-01-13T07:21:00.000-08:00

woke up very early!
polished the chairs and table.
ate fried rice for lunch =)
then use computer. till kh reached sch.
fetch him to my house.cause he wear slipper. he play hamster. -.=
then go back school. play awhile and meet Mel.
took bus to tampines and walk around before all of them reach.
ate at say cheese.
talk with Mr Er about the nafa things. i think i really want to go for it =)
photo taking outside. miss Amanda so much la.
haha.

squeeze into mr er's car. and go home. =]
talk to dad about the nafa things. i think i will really go apply le.
AND, have to decide my 12 blanks by tmr. damn, it will take super long time de lor.

2010-01-09T09:52:00.000-08:00

Friday 9/1/10
went my aunty house.
play wii!
swing till my arm ache.
so the lesson learnt : DUN TREAT GAME SO SERIOUSLY! stupid.

decided to train my arm muscle. cause from young, it's weakk. bleh,have some weight and push-up =)

Saturday 10/1/10
woke up at 11 plus.
ate kfc meal. and painting starts.
painting is tiring. especially, the movement when your arms are already aching from the start.
and the movement of your body, climbing up and down for the paint.
after which, work stop at 6.30pm.
wash up and dine at a japanese restaurant.

getting result real soon. hope that i can face it. and to have the right decision for my future path.
talk to dorothy on the phone just now. lols, watch tv at the same time. well, that's called multi-task mah.

how i wish i can have a pillow that can talk. to comfort me when i need it. to hug me when i feel like it.
a thing that can understand me.
after the band concert. i feel lost.
nothing that i can do, lesser outing. unlike going to school for band practice.
all i can do now is to wait for result and to study music theory.
it's like school will be a distance away from me now.
oh, cvss and cvmb. GOODBYE!

2010-01-02T00:15:00.000-08:00

my 200th post!!
31/12/09
was so bored at home.
so called auntie, peiying and shiyun to come down drink bubble tea.
then went py's house to play manjong.
went sy's house to count down. -.=
homed

01/01/10
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
still rotting at home.
dinner at mad jack!
then meet anita and joanna to pasar malam.
bought food and bring up to their house to eat.
play violin eh =)
take pics and drink beer. after which walk home and use com. talk to xuyun jiejie =)

02/01/10
now, still rotting. watching momo love.
sneezing... no breakfast, no lunch =)
not bad eh.

2009-12-28T21:53:00.000-08:00

all i know is that i came from compassvale sec.
i was in the band.
that's it.
nothing to mention =)

2009-12-26T05:45:00.000-08:00

cycling in the noon. outside anchorvale recreation centre.

the big cup of tea

who are you taking? haha.

well, had fun that day. it was 24/12/2009 =)

so quite bored at home this few days. but i guess rotting is better than working right.

awww.

2 more days for KG to come back!!

let's wait. haha.

nothing much. i guess my sister doesn't have any holiday assignment. she's so free. so unlike me when i was in sec2.

I MISS BAND. I MISS JUNIORS. I MISS TRUMPET. I MISS TROMBONE.

I MISS errmmm, kachu =)

2009-12-06T00:20:00.000-08:00

finally back to where i am suppose to be.

recently, lots of things are happening around me.

i hope that my brain will be like the computer, which enable me to delete and open files to look back what i have done.

well, i have return back to trombone.

but it seems a little weird. haha.

when genting with the band, although some problems faced up.

and i have been ignoring most of it.

thus overall, it have been quite okay =)

waiting for K to return. so bored without all those irriating messages.

haha...

next stop will be the thailand trip which is next week.

i will shop till i turn crazy. HAHA.

and well, this week=)

1. went cycling =)

2. stay at home

3.rot at home too

4.went for band till 5

5.out with friends to eat and caught movie

6.band till 9pm

7.SLEEP

2009-09-30T08:00:00.001-07:00

2009-09-26T00:05:00.000-07:00

First will get something

2009-09-13T02:19:00.000-07:00

2009-09-05T07:43:00.001-07:00

miss moo

bye.
away for good.

2009-07-13T07:02:00.000-07:00

SURPRISED.
this is my first time doing chemistry homework.
and my first time really listening during maths period.
and and, my first time that i didn't realize my phone rang twice on my bed when i was sleeping.
cool la.
-.=
byebye

2009-06-27T23:49:00.000-07:00

BYE and AWAY!!!
coming back soon

2009-06-23T08:33:00.000-07:00

oink, passed away today.

just.

we were crying.

she have been screaming from the morning till the moment she died.

it really hurts our hearts.

i'm still crying. i hope she will know that we care for her.

tears are salty, eyes are tired. tears just came rolling down.

REST IN PEACE OINK

2009-06-22T06:50:00.000-07:00

i finally got samuel fixed.
my computer named samuel.
stupid samuel, only can use msn nia.

got his brain washed today, and everything work.
played with quacky the whole day too.

and have the sudden rush to visit my juniors.
really hope that they are all well and good.
hopefully tmr can visit them.

webcaming with felicia now, quite fun with her sis, mashmallow so cute.

going to do maths tmr. sian -.=

2009-06-06T08:34:00.000-07:00

2009-06-04T07:23:00.000-07:00

i'm not crying again.
so malu.

went school for poa.
then farewell party.
rest. and play in school.
science pratical.
then geography lesson.

went home, huiqi push.
it hit my paika, i cried abit. pain pain.
must ren. =)

never study for maths, i dun really care le. die ba.

2009-05-10T07:57:00.001-07:00

thanks friends who took time to peep into my house to look for me. hahas.
and those who drop my homework into my house like postman dropping letters in. lols.

been days since i walk on the floor. ever since the run. i have been wanting to walk cause it's so inconvenient. have to ask people to help me with my daily life.
example taking things, bathing.
so irritated.
i bang into many items in my house, because of my bad control skills on the wheelchair. too bad, i have to learn. hahas. i fell down twice on the chair. bad balancing too. nah, it's just that i forget to break it. =( butt hurts.

i went to rivervale mall twice after the incident. great. it's abit troublesome.
but rm food court closed le. no food to eat. so we ate sakae sushi that saturday.
haiz, i miss fried sliced fish noodle. with milk. ahhh, wonderful. but i wish i can go compass point. and can eat it.
i miss quacky although she's sleeping on my bed right now. argh... love you lots.

2009-04-28T08:27:00.000-07:00

Jiacelyn's last post before going hosp.

although i'm really really scared, but i have to go for it.
i will try to be brave.
and to JIAYOU too. =)

and if you want to know where i am , just sms me. 98180408. no spam okay.

thanks

quacky, jiejie loves you =)

2009-04-25T08:45:00.000-07:00

with the back support.

thank you for your concern.

2009-04-19T05:37:00.000-07:00

someone once told me that.
if you want to be someone, do your best and dun give up.
once you give up, you are the loser.
be someone successful. want, be the best.
dun ever give up.

one of the jiejie told me, she will slap me if i give up.
she dun allow me to go ite. or she will chase after me.
don't ever disappoint me.

2009-03-30T06:13:00.000-07:00

i'm really no longer who i am from the past.
in the past-
happy-go-lucky
treat every trouble as nothing
dun really think of the trouble
one ear in, one ear out
contented when i achieve something small.

now-
not contented until i did the 100% best performance
dun really smile much
keep thinking of troubles that happened
listen to everything
will scold people when he/she disturb me

somehow i changed alot recently. perhaps is the gap from sec4 to sec5.
i'm really very stress out. homework pilling up.
that girl is pissing me off sometimes. teytey will agree. cause she gave me that face.

THREE MORE DAYS TO SYF!!!
stress up ah... cannot finish homework, and cannot focus during band. slept during lesson.
AHHHH, SLAP MYSELF!

i guess my CT is going to meet my parent soon.
i wonder what she will say. "Joycelyn, you see your results. What do you want to do with it?"
maybe i will shout out, I WANT TO DROP OUT!!!

2009-03-25T05:47:00.000-07:00

super utterly sad.
i failed about four papers le.
english,maths,chem/bio and soon chinese.
and the only paper that i confirm passed is social studies.

i feel like crying, dad mum is at home currently.
all i can do is to EMO.
english, F9. sucks.

i can feel the yaya attitude from her.
i'm angry too.
i want to study hard. I'M DUMB SO WHAT, YOU THINK YOU VERY SMART AH.
i may be dumb but i will work harder.

2009-03-23T09:34:00.000-07:00

i going to emo.
extremely disappointed with my results.
damn, really have to buck up.

very stress up with my school work. and cca.
all i can do is to complain here.
but in actual fact i have to face it.
what can i do.
jump down?
kill myself?
bang myself head against the wall?
nobody is going to believe that i'm going to do that.
but who knows what may come to my mind.

now i know.
I WANT TO SLEEP MORE AND SLACK MORE.
become more stress!!

2009-03-14T23:49:00.000-07:00

we went terminal3 that day.

sat, went for band.
had a stiff neck in the morning. argh, pain.
went to school.
practice, practice lor.
home. ta bao ban mian.

sunday, lunch ta bao chicken rice. not so nice as last time le.
then watch television prog.

i love my holidays.
i enjoy having band practice.
have to work hard.
save money.
now i got one more thing to buy.
super duper ex la.
nevermind. i will jiayou de.

2009-03-11T06:40:00.000-07:00

eunice[E],huiqi[H],sheree[S]

[H],[S]

[J],[E],[H]

you want, more, morE moRE mORE and MORE

satisified?

linlin[L],[J]

[H] too bored, haiz.

[L] sometimes emo, and now SMILE =)

[E] too hyper

[E].[H] erm.. dunno.

well today a great day with great friends.

enjoy today, cause NO LESSOOOONNNN.

went for the poly talks. i think it's okay.

but well, in the hall. this is what we did. as the above picture shows. perhaps we are too bored.

2009-03-02T07:22:00.000-08:00

i dun think many people know what happened.
just dun ask.
i'm so sad.
my tears are running dry.
pillows are wet.
i'm just putting a strong front infront of your guys.
i'm super sad.
cry till tired.

the day we have fun and rock SCH

2009-02-28T22:40:00.000-08:00

we are on the way!

me and adila

small, medium,big ( family of jocelyn)

me,huiqi,shimin

look behind

with juniors( secion6)

shilee la. twist. tskk

the concert overall was not that bad la.

enjoy playing with juniors too.

continue to work hard guys.

i will be sure that you will enjoy the outcome.

come on, few more weeks. till we step down.

2009-02-23T04:50:00.000-08:00

the bear/lamb that i got from my angel. =)

thank you so much, nickson. hahas.
anyway, all the best for all 4EXP/5NA who is going to take their mock exam.
and JIAYOU, JIAYOU, JIAYOU.

endure all the noise from people.
dun care, just shoot.
listen carefully in class.
and, just smack the person beside you when he/she is sleeping =)
i think i will be the first one, kanna smack in chinese lesson.
it's like super boring in her class. no lame jokes, no cold jokes at ALL.
the thing that i will turn to is to sms. =)
0.o, poor thing. our bills will bao again.
take carex.

2009-02-12T08:54:00.000-08:00

juniors practicing

my sister and i

me and jay de bear

shiyun,eunice,peiying

been busy for the past few weeks especially when there's lots of test which i fail.
bye. i'm superly tired

2009-01-29T06:24:00.000-08:00

i'm so damn irritated.

i can't catch up during lesson. i feel like i'm so dumb. quite dumb actually.

man, i'm so sleepy during lesson too. idiotic de lei.

everytime test, end up sleeping.

i'm so going to smack myself. it's sounds abit like the adver

had band today. well, it's fine i guess. probably it's only sectional and all the sec1 thingy.

and a case of missing people.

A step ahead means a step nearer to your goal.

Joycelyn is going to stay strong. no matter what, i must achieve what i want it to be.

JIAYOU.

p.s i can smack my head now. ALAMAK

2008-12-24T07:00:00.000-08:00

hi. i'm extremely sick.
went to see doctor at Rivervale mall for the second time.
5 medicine. haiz.
then mum dunwan me to go out, but i want.
have to suffer lor.

meet jody at the busstop while dorothy take 86 down.
then bus down to tampines. change bus. walk in.
then wait for pamela. i pay the bill, then eat.
i can list out what i eat.
- TWO cups for tea no milk
- one piece of chicken teriyaki
- two mochi
- one not nice oyster
- one also not nice scallop
-3 baby octopus
- one siew mai
- half a bowl mushroom soup
- three small fish
i dun think got le.

pam have to go out. Jody have to go home. sad =(
bus down to Ehub to watch movie. called. "YES,MAN"
so watch with dorothy.
bus back to SK.

homed, eat medicine. play one game of Fever Frenzy
and here i go to bed. woke up at 9 plus. eat porridge cause have to.

2008-12-21T07:07:00.000-08:00

never sleep well, causing my whole body ache. argh.
slept at around 1am plus. cause sis want me to wake her up. in the end she sleeps like a log. cannot wake up.
then sleep till 11am.

make yuanyuan, eat it.
mum made chicken rice.
meet sweety.go buy books. 22 dollar something.
rot at mcdonald. talk, all that stuffs. when back around 3?
then about 5 plus, sleep till 7.50pm.
eat dinner.
use com.
elder sister came back. let her use my com, but it hung many times.
well, had fun using my younger sister de com. hahas, watch YouTube and laugh.

did i blog on the results?
anyway it sucks so dunnid.

2008-12-16T08:20:00.000-08:00

i love quackyyy. MORE. you jealous ah.

anyway, yesterday band.
morning had practice till afternoon.
very tired and hungry cause i have to play very loud.
no strength after that. the stomach just feel so empty.
ate instant noodle. then practice awhile with thirty-eight. she ate very slow la. in the morning also like that. i met her at eight in the end, both of us overslept.lols.
after practice then fall in. sit there.
4NA said wanna sing with me. happy la. cause my voice not very stable.
then perform. i think abit malu la. not really prepared. all last minute de.sad.
then start BBQ.
4NA one pit. then play, eat, EMO.
emo there, stuck my mouth with marshmallow.
then no more. zzZzz. emo.
after a long while.
help juniors with their pits. cause there's no senior around at their pit.
and the fire not very strong. help them, if not they stare at the sky.
walk around after that.
sit down with the sec1s. AHPUI there. then that sherie? dun really know how to spell.
kept laughing. got a few pattern in her laughter. got engine that cannot start. animal sound, and abnormal laughter. she can't stop laughing. everybody stop she still laughing. haiz.
shilee suggested playing charcoal. so play lor.
then pack up, help shilee's pit de. cause they gong gong de. haiz.
then back to my pit to help them.
me and bryan help to wash the floor. put back the hose.
rest awhile.
so that is about all ba.

oh, got one part. Jonas part, giving tissue. "JONAS, TISSUE PLEASE" hahas.
entertainment by him and farah.
juniors sometimes are quite funny and cute. BUT, when they grow up. they will never be so cute le.
AH PUI, sometimes gong gong de. still got cute the side.
unlike izzati, normal means, NORMAL LOR. opps

chouchou, dun jealous la.
aiyo. jealous because of quacky. you ah.

2008-12-10T07:30:00.000-08:00

went out with buddy today.
cause mama called me dun work for today.
so went vivo shop and watch movie.
homed. out to rm. my second time eating sushi in a day.

so me and buddy talk about the past in band.
i still remember the person who called me to scram. right after SYF.
well so we talked about the person. and how she overcome the things la.
and then talk all the way. some band things are quite memorable.
but some are just so that you want to erase immediately.
i think i told her that, the difference between going to band over the years.
SEC1, happily jumping to attend band.
SEC2, walk(beginning of the year), slow walk began to drag(last two months)
SEC3, drag drag drag all the way.
SEC4, i dunno what la. haven end how to say.
so that is the way i feel la.

my sister is, both years in orchestra. is still like siaochabor.

2008-12-09T06:20:00.000-08:00

today went band.
due to that injury i dun dare to run. painful nah. hahas.
then went up,warm up. play song. then practice here and there. got the feeling of going home immediately, dun feel like talking to the guys between me. irritating la. one hello kitty and one mojo jojo. fainted*
went lunch. eat sliced fish noodle. not nice. back.
play die. then play not nice, as you know. i'm the worse player.
then play sidus. si ah. i read, faint. trumpet cannot count. can forget it la.
read next page. next, next. broke down. i cried. the first time. before there's topC and D holding so HIGH UP THERE. kiathao was singing also. erm, hello kitty la.
mohan was like, haha mine so easy. -.=
smack both of them. noisy la. that one sing, another one laughing.
then homed with my batch de. one abit abnormal, one quite normal and one weirdo (sy, hq, me)
homed, went rm to get some stuff for my sister.
my elder sis sick. omg, fever. get well soon.

TOMORROW WILL BE A GOOD DAY, IF I BELIEVE IT'S GOOD

2008-12-05T05:44:00.000-08:00

super love my baby. coming to look for you soon. lols.
erm i had a few injuries. damn painful ones.
GOT MY PAY. happy happy.
my mother bought me one samsung phone. cause i say i want. -.=
and new number which i gave it to my sister.
got money to get the new samsung MP4. getting the 4GB de, cause lazy say her one is 4GB.
then i think 4GB better than 2GB which is cheaper though.

one thing that i hate, the blue-black near one of my bone.
damn bloody painful la.
but, upon seeing my quacky. all the pain is gone. love her lots.

2008-11-28T04:29:00.000-08:00

quacky sleeping

bored. play with lens.

terrible. i rather stay in bed than eating and playing.
and and, i got extra three cuts that day when i worked.
i told mum that i will resign after the FAS thingy.
i think alot of times, and it's so weird.
those people on FAS, regardless whether it's from temple or MOE.
don't have money to buy books. but got money for oversea trips.
my colleague like all the aunty also find it funny.
but well, as all as they dun irritate me, i'm fine.
i dun like the second last aunty that mum serve today.
super pissed me off. she so dammmmnnnnnn IRRITATING. i want to shoo her off. so damn nagging. want buy books then buy la, "i want to double check, i will find whether i can it at home" HALLO, THIS IS NEW DE,USING STARTING FROM NEXT YEAR, PEOPLE GIVE YOU,YOU ALSO CANNOT USE, IT'S NEW DE" i think she cannot get it. so i give attitude lor. dun care la.

rest.rest.rest........
my goal is getting there. i earn my first $300

2008-11-23T06:19:00.000-08:00

life is so precious that we must MUST treasure every second with each other.
i was wondering what if i failed N level?
what if quacky is dead, how am i suppose to cope ?
what will my future job be? will it be doctor or vet or a musician?
i'm still wondering all the possible reasons.
but i dun think i can come out with a conclusion to all the question.

i have so so SO many obstacles in my life.
firstly, the PSLE. so easy to find a school, yet hard to decide.
secondly, the VERY VERY BIG PROBLEM. the obstacle that made me feel like dying.when i was about sec2 going 3? or already 3. i thnk so.
that relationship problem. i dunno who said it. man, who said it i want you to know that, YOU WILL GET IT. you give me a hell many problems.
this problem made me unable to study properly. can't concentrate. feel like my life is in a mess. Nike's (JUST DO IT) MINE ( JUST FORGET IT )

i want to prove to my family members that i am a smart person.
JOYCELYN THE SMARTY IN HERE.
the journey, i still have a long way. i still have to move on, carry on.
all this while, i have been using my result to prove to them.
have been taking bursary award for continuous three years. and lost $750 cause i cannot take it.

zAMIFY, nights

2008-11-17T04:13:00.000-08:00

i miss you badly. hope to see you soon after camp.
hahas.lols.
well, i worked today.
it was so horrible. Q no.8 was so irritating. wanted to complain to the principal.
you expected this to happen. why you nag so much.
how i wish i can shout shut up to him. opps.
getting to work melissa's present. hahas.
no time already. have to rush it out.

2008-11-11T03:00:00.000-08:00

primary one and two books. plus part of three.

primary four, five and six. plus lots of rubbish.

bruises is the end result.

got cut often too.

yesterday's chalet. plus today.

this is called "sleeping" example. hahas, sorry la.

i'm like that can there. standing alone in the chalet.

yesterday went work. then homed to bath and eat abit.

rush there. they have already started.

well, long time no see my classmates.

although some didn't turn up. it's expected.

stay overnight there. was crazy.

slept around 4 plus. cause we were playing murder.

slept on the floor. damn cold. nah, now it's freaking cold.

woke up at around 7 plus.

walked all the way to some mall. eat breakfast at foodcourt.

and go land. play like more than 1 hour. took bus home.

and and, i was wearing kaili's slipper cuz someone wore my slipper.

-.= so small. bo bian la.

get back, wanted to sleep awhile also cannot.

we started play blackjack.

i miss quacky. hahas.

muacks

2008-11-09T06:39:00.000-08:00

flashback.
this cute cousin of mine, jiawei.
since young she's so cute till now.
in whatever she do.
every sat, in the past. we used to go grandmother's house to gather.
and this cousin, will sing and dance with my younger sister.
and will start playing cooking and so whatever.
jiawei will have cute name like ginger natasha. hahas.
sometimes they will play with my another cousin named gavin.
his the only boy there, so they tend to bully him by letting him walk to "serve" the "customers". hahas. so he will walk the cutest walk.
but when he grow up, he's so naughty. so hyper, which is good in some angle of perspective.
recently we gather during my birthday.
where i see my cute cousin and hyper cousin.
perhaps i already treat them like my own siblings..

have not been able to update the blog everyday. cause i'm too tired from band and working continuously.
anyway babe will always be there for me. right quacky. she will agree.

i'm guilty of not practicing my trumpet at home even though i brought it home. OMG! GUILTY.

tomorrow have to work till 5pm.
then have class chalet. staying over there for one night. with them, i miss my friends cause i have not meet them for weeks.
i asked sheree if she miss me, she asked me back. well i say abit. she said, so long never see only abit miss me ar?
hahas.
sorry la.
too busy to think of you guys. will replace with a kiss? hahas, joking.
well i hope you guys have a good time during the holidays. most of us are working.
except lazy la, caused SHE IS LAZY. dun need to work. too lazy to work. hahas.
LAZY= sheree. lols.

i love quacky. and _________.
(JIAWEI put your name there)

2008-10-30T02:52:00.000-07:00

i'm going to work next monday.
which i think will be tiring.
having my packed schedule.
mon,wed,fri. have to work
tues,thurs,sat. have band practices.
SUNDAY, REST. yeah, happy.
-.=
i must work.
i want to earn some money.

i love you quacky

2008-10-27T06:11:00.000-07:00

ALL THE BEST JODY, sweety

i'm bored.
as for today. i played with quacky the whole day.
meanwhile i use mac. and chat with friends. play with facebook.
i practice trumpet for like one hour??
went to granny house.
ate vegetarian sliced fish noodle.
3rd aunt and uncle sent me home.
homed.
sleep. wake up, watch tv. play with quacky.
I LOVE QUACKY.

2008-10-24T06:43:00.000-07:00

getting more and more tired, day by day.
i wonder is it that the schedule i have is so tiring.

woke up.
sis say oink is not going to make it.
i'm so sad. she even pray for her.
but i'm glad that she's fine now.
but doesn't want to drink water.

as for quacky. i miss her every second.
i love you.

my whole body ache. and painful la.
i wonder if it's a good to have holidays or bad.
so busy. shi qi dao.

tired.love quacky.

2008-10-18T20:41:00.000-07:00

PHOTOS UPLOADED.

11 october 2008

huiqi and sheree

jenna and me

strawberry in ??

the two always hiding

anita and pohying

me and shiyun

me and shimin

me and junjie

me and melissa(mario)

me and zihui

ms koh and me

family

cake

me and grandmother

my family and relatives

neighbour

friends. SMILES

WHY SO MANY TWIST ON MY HEAD?

kill the cake. CHOP it.

2008-10-17T07:31:00.000-07:00

I MISS BAND.

woke up very early today.
junior came my house around 8?
i fall asleep. wake up at 10 plus.
eat toasted bread set.
homed, watch video. play psp. play with hamster.
buzzing on mouthpiece.
out to cp.
eat KFC. she buy things.
went her home. play piano. play with rabbit(leibbit) and hamster.
homed. out for dinner at opposite.
home again.
use com, play psp, play hamster, play water. drink milk tea.
watch television.
eh,dunno le.

Oct 16, Thursday.
i went band in the afternoon.
i manage to buzz again. but the position is abit weird.
it's going towards the side way. high notes not very solid lei.
no trumpet to use. thus get the sec1 de.
AND i dunno what is learning fest. what is that?
and and, why got team bonding activities? REALLY DUNNO WHAT IS THAT.

2008-10-12T03:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGYEE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGYI!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

thanks everyone who attend my birthday bbq yesterday.
photos will be upload another time when i get it from my sister's bf.
thanks all my friends (for pouring the water ah, you good)
thanks all my relative (especially JIAWEI, that cute girl)
thanks my band senior.

and all i need is SLEEP and MORE SLEEP.

2008-10-07T06:20:00.000-07:00

officially exams ended.
i'm happy yet sad.
happy that it's finally over.
sad that granny is sick.
gosh i wonder how my life is going to be.
i want to play guitar and draw the whole day. what else ?

i'm going to rot.

EMO-ING

2008-10-04T04:32:00.000-07:00

Heaven Knows - Rick Price
i'm learning this song on my guitar hopefully it's nice.

2008-10-01T18:42:00.001-07:00

Countdown Clocks, Fun Countdowns at WishAFriend.com

Countdown Clocks, Birthday Countdowns at WishAFriend.com

2008-10-01T06:35:00.000-07:00

no face.

N level was pretty fine. except art.
that irritating subject and which i want to drop it.
but i think it's still fine. i drawn well on that day. and actually completed it and still have time for my preparation work. paste paste.
after art, i feel relax. real relax.
chemistry was easy.
bio still can manage.
maths. woots, i forgotten what is completing the sq.
four more papers left.
JIAYOU.

thanks quacky for accompanying to stay overnight til next morning with me just to do my art. thank you very much and being so understanding. i love you.

thanks flizah for your accompany on the phone that makes me not lonely.

QUACKY, thanks for sleeping with me this morning on my bed. thanks god that you didn't pee on my bed.

2008-09-21T05:59:00.000-07:00

it seems like i'm the only one left.

i used to have older friends, about one to three years older than me. well, i suppose each of them have their own world by now.
i really get very irritated by now. can't you just reply a message.
it's very irritating, when i was wondering, what you are doing. and you give me that blank look or not a single reply.
frustrating you know.

i treat you like my best friends. you treat me like a pile of dung. wth.
well, since it's like this.
i treat you like a stranger, a person who no longer exist. better for us.
i will never ever talk to you cause you are stranger no longer my friend.
even if you see me, i don't. i dun even want to see you anymore.
bustops.MRT.pass by. dun call me.

srekcuf.
cool down

so happy things about quacky.
you ran out of the room. to attract my attention , you ran infront of me.
you are so damn cute. but sorry that i left you out in the room and never bring you out to watch tv.
but thanks, you really cheer me up. whenever i see you, i tell you my everything. thanks for letting me throw all the useless things to you. wahaa.
i hope you can cheer me up everyday, as you know i'm suffering the pain myself.
you are not my friend. you are my buddy, through life and death.
I LOVE YOU QUACKY. you together with me when lifes is full of ups and downs.
I REALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH. THANK YOU SO MUCH.

2008-09-18T05:32:00.000-07:00

outside the toilet when we went out today.

have been dozing off during lessons. i hate it.
i want to revise. but my mental strength isn't that strong to push to me study.
anyway i will. I'm aiming higher nitec in biotechnology. maybe, if i'm going ITE.
hope so. cause i wish to go SP. wahaa.lols. stressful.
thanks quacky. for giving me that blur blur look. =.- anyway you cheer me up. love you lots.

2008-09-15T08:27:00.000-07:00

today was a quite boring day. woken up by mother. she thought i late for school. which isn't. for several months, she have been waking me up. but never once, she will wake up later on MONDAY. PLEASE, MONDAY tell my mother that i can sleep abit later.

ST, not really like test. can refer to textbook. what test is this.
joycely ah joycelyn. read the question properly. THREE QUESTIONS CHOOSE TWO. i do everything. -.=

english lesson. do maths tys.
POA, do the what. the what lor.
MATH. do maths lor. one paper. homed.

home. warm up food. talk to baby. so cute. sleep.

well. sometimes i feel that people should make full use of their time. doing something useful. not that somethings you do is not useful. but is there a purpose in that. haha.

choing for maths. JIAYOU.
i want whole day MATHS. DRIVE ME NUTS.

2008-09-12T05:40:00.001-07:00

153th post.

i think i'm mad.
i do three hours of e maths. obivously, i was listening to music. oppx. teacher also never care about it.
home, out to eat with sister and hungming gege. they are going KL today. woots.
sleep. woken up by mother. then out to eat with mother. in fact, she pulled me out to eat.

before sleeping. my left leg is damn pain. it's the muscle. gosh. it's no longer the ankle muscle. it's whole leg.
cannot take it, go sleep. cause i'm tired too.
wake up. still pain. haiz.

but i don't want to tell anyone except my close friends. i don't want to make them worried.
i wish my leg can recover fast.
this is called "stupid leg"
haiz, the condition have worsen

i love quacky lots. please dun make noise. stay cute.
muacks.

2008-09-05T23:52:00.001-07:00

sheree. can see her bike?

??

funny face. your small eyes.

you dancing?

three cups of hot milo and three other cups of??

obivous that we sing.

2008-08-24T02:19:00.000-07:00

study time.

02 SEPTEMBER
Chinese paper 1
Chinese paper 2

03 SEPTEMBER
Chinese LC
Social Studies

04 SEPTEMBER
English paper 1
English paper 2

29 SEPTEMBER
Biology
Chemistry

30 SEPTEMBER
ART

03 OCTOBER
Mathematics
Geography

07 OCTOBER
POA paper 1
POA paper 2

2008-08-16T03:11:00.001-07:00

150th post. haiz..

funny conversation.

i love quacky very much.
MOOMOO IS BACK HOME. he's sleeping alot more than me.
quacky is a PIGPIG. sleep sleep sleep. but i think there's nothing for her to do but to sleep. haha. cause i'm sleeping too.

zAMIFY. LOVE QUACKY LOTS

2008-08-13T05:44:00.001-07:00

seriously i feel.
i dun need those friend who keep scold other people without a reason. even if they give a reason. you still bitch them.
who are you on the earth to scold other people.
and that those words that you use. is those bad words. you want example. okay fine example : f words, shortcut words. need more examples ?
you dun think for other, you think for yourself. does this reflect good on you?
you think about it.
and that i think you have changed from bad to worse. YOUR ATTITUDE JUST SO TERRIBLE.
and if you know who you are, just dun use any unknown. it's just so irritating.
so your name called unknown right? so does your NRIC named unknown.
and dun bark bark bark la. since you like to bark so much, good to the park and bark all you want. neighbours will say, WHAT A NOISY DOG. i will throw things down. especially glass cups.
AND PLEASE READ EVERYTHING CAREFULLY BEFORE YOU SCOLD LA. OR LISTEN PROPERLY. you need new specs or hearing aids? not that i want to say this type of things. it's just so IRRITATING LA.

2008-08-11T07:37:00.000-07:00

new addition to the hamster family. "MOO"

wake up, play badminton.
then rest, go ps. on the way, max battle with ben and sis.
then reach, go Cathay buy ticket.
back to ps to buy tibits. back to Cathay to watch movie.
and back to ps again. went vivo play water. and go pet shop.
there's one hamster that look alike quacky. it's so that cute.
however, we get the another one smaller. that looks like OINK. haha, and that's MOO. he's so cute. aww, damn cute. the way he look is like. oh my.
back to sk. walk home i saw one senior. walk another distance, another.
homed, PLAY WITH MOO~. then eat two bowls of porridge, one egg, one chicken, two tau pok.
I LOVE MOO~. BUT I LOVE QUACKY MOSTT!!
* quacky's sleeping on my leg

2008-08-09T07:19:00.000-07:00

nice finger eh.

quacky sleeping in my cup.

happy national day!! 43th birthday.

well, i did nothing today.morning woke up. eat lunch?
then watch drama series. went down to have a badminton match.
instead of playing badminton most of the time. we play psp. -.-
and eat titbits and drink tea. apple tea, lychee tea, blueberry tea..
back, watch drama series. then ndp parade. some very funny de lei. hahas.
eat dinner. and watch ndp.finished. (=.-||)

sometimes; i feel that i should be left alone at a corner. where no one can see me. where i can have peace and quiet. place that calm me down.
BUT sometimes, i need someone that i can talk to. someone who can lend his/her ears to me. helping me to solve things. talk so logic to my brain. therefore sometimes i think alot. or to stare into the blank?

i really love quacky. i think she can understand me. she would stare at me when i'm crying. and cheer me up with her funny action. she can understand my emotions. and i do understand her, when she's hungry or want to play with me.

sometimes, i really does not like some of my friends. who is rubbing salt to our wounds. making us more irritated. so, TIMES WHEN YOU ARE SAD. PETS CAN CHEER YOU UP. right quacky?

love you always, quack. muacks. forever my baobei

2008-08-07T04:15:00.000-07:00

great day. yar, agree with me yea quacky.
i dun have to study, yet i bring books and file.
i'm mad.
i got back the papers.
POA pp2. chem paper. maths pp1. chinese pp2.bio paper.
and the day was CRAZY. with all those emo, person beside me.
noisy and hyper one jumping around like mad.
dunno what happened.

and i feel so sleepy. wanted to sleep in almost every lesson. gosh.
i need to study hard from now on.
the result i got is wonderful. just pass by few marks. especially POA.
pass by one mark. and chinese, pass by three marks. gosh.
WHAT AM I DOING?

zAMIFY. love quacky lots and lots

2008-08-05T00:25:00.000-07:00

i realise something. NOT TO TRUST ANYONE. even your family members. they dun care. AND NOT TO DO ANYTHING TO ANYONE. DUN BE SO HAPPY SO FAST, YOU WILL NEVER KNOW THE ENDING.
there's only one word to say about him. SUCKS. DAD, YOU SUCKS. I HATE YOU. FOREVER, I MEAN IT.
i'm not going to celebrate your birthday. FOR NUTS, i will go.
I DON'T CARE ANYTHING.
i will not go, even if i'm going to pay it.
there's too much conflicts between us. fcuker.
you are always that idiotic. this no that no.
i buy the phone MYSELF, YOU ALSO GOT comment.
SINCE YOU LIKE TO COMMENT SO MUCH. comment all you want. i shut my ears.
since you like to shout and scold. I SHUT MY MOUTH.
AND SINCE I DUN LIKE TO SEE YOU. I SHUT MY EYES TOO.

2008-08-04T21:56:00.000-07:00

well. exams going to be over soon after tomorrow. yeah, a bit relax from all those books. but somehow N level is coming quite soon. and those books just can't get away from my hands.
currently doing some art work, which i think i will fail? anyway, just for show.*laugh.
i think it's not that nice. i wonder how they say it's nice. bluffing me right.

LAST PAPER. ART AND POA. flung it! my friends didn't even touch it. so they prepared to go empty handed ?
i guess so, perhaps draw something on the spot.

today's paper was quite common sense la. lols.okok.

i love you quacky. muacks. so cute.
zAMIFY-busy drawing

2008-08-02T11:34:00.000-07:00

the eye. not scary one

idiotic flower

new hair cut, new spec. happy 2 weeks old spec.

prelims. JIAYOU.

zAMIFY busy drawing.

2008-07-28T02:25:00.000-07:00

well, that stupid nose mine is blocking all my things.
it keep running like hell.
had ST, keep on taking tissue. people keep on writing. waste my time.
went to the stairs to look for JODY.
then sleep there. nice, very cozy.. -.-||
go back hall. back to class. did summary. i did have 15 points but not related 15 points. opps.
POA, sleep.
maths, dunno what i do.
lunch in school. cause i need to wait till 2 to get my art prelim paper. argh.
talk to ms tan also. she's eating anyway
get paper. homed. sleep.
i used up all my tissue.